Merry Christmas old friend. I know it's been a while since we last spoke but I hope you are in good times this season. I want you to be happy. I wish I could give you a hug right now and make you feel comforted. I care a lot about you and many others even if I have had some issues in the past.

I hope to move on from them and become better as a person.

It's been a long time since I've been on animeotk. I've been trying to gather up my strength to approach you and Shadow in a public space and tell you both that I screwed up. I acted like a total asshole in front of you both and many others and you and everyone else deserve better then the way I treated you. Truthfully this has been bothering me for a long time. I wish things could just heal quickly but it's just so hard sometimes. I hope from the bottom of my heart that this apology reaches at least one of you deeper then it does for me. Arceus knows you all deserve it better then I do after the way I acted.