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The after comfort has always been my favorite part, letting them cry out their emotional turmoil while their caregiver told them just how loved and forgiven they were. Our caregivers never spanked angry, never used excessive force, and never took joy in having to spank their charges. It was absolutely cathartic. That being said, the state of this website has really started to sour and people on here now draw and write things that are questionable at best. In the past when stuff like this was discovered, they were shunned off the site, but now this sort of behavior is borderline encouraged. Or at least the rapid increase of it makes me think that's the case. Either way the site has become toxic and very uncomfortable to be on and I can no longer condone being on here myself. It's been one hell of a ride. Best wishes to all my friends i'm leaving behind.

-Cas

Neither of us had an outlet for this interest anymore. Many years later I found solace in this website and the wonderful friends I've made, Namely SpicyPepper. She reminded me of that time long ago and her friendship (as well as her fantastic knack for story telling and rp) gave me that platform to explore this strange but harmless interest. She was there for me, even for real life problems and I will forever love her for that. She understood the importance of comfort and explanation in a discipline rp where many just want to jump straight from spanking scenario. That isn't a healthy way to portray spankings I feel, as even though these are fictional children or adults, they still need that structure otherwise the spankings mean nothing and it's just abuse. For us the actual portrayal of the spanking took a backseat to the explanations of wrong doings, making sure the characters were able to understand why it was going to happen or even reason as to why it didn't need to this time.

For someone like me, drawing and writing about spankings was a very therapeutic endeavor. I had never been spanked as a child but my friends had and it was very much not talked about among us. When one of them finally opened up to me and we began talking about it from a young age, it was like this fun secret discussion that brought us closer. I akined those stories to almost folklore and listened eagerly each time. talking about it seemed to do my friend good as well as she didn't need to feel ashamed about it or judged when we discussed it. When we ran out of her own personal accounts, we talked about instances of spankings we read about in books or watched in cartoons. It was a fun time for her and I as friends, but as we grew up, neither of us felt comfortable even saying the word and the discussions stopped.

This site used to be a kind of playful, borderline therapeutic place where I could work out the complex feelings that fandoms gave me by righting wrongs so to speak and inventing scenarios for characters I love dearly. This seemed to be the theme across the board for the majority of people on here (with the few exceptions of course, many of who were driven off) as a place for nostalgia to be expressed. Where those who hadn't been spanked as children and were curious about it could speak with those who had and discuss their experiences.

I know but I thought it sounded cute. Then what could we try?

I hope everything's alright </3 I've been thinking of you & miss you.

That’s ok, darling <3 I hope you’re doing ok!

I understand. I’m here if you need me.

Miss you, bud <3

Hello! I hope you're doing alright!