951oemorafla 951oemorafla is offline

Hi, 951!==I just wanted you to know that I'm SO tied up in RPs right now, including also stories, that I am leaving for many days, weeks at a time--that I'm overwhelmed, and I can only do so many in a day, or week, and mt stories have been untouched by me. Also, I'm going through a serious, physical withdraw med that is one of my most important and that I have been on for 25 years! It's It' a xontrolled substance, anti seizye ned (bon opium based) called clonazepam. My doctor is trying to wean me off of it but I accidentally i lost t the med and I've been sick mentally and extreme anxietyty without it . I also fights seizures (non-epilecrtc); I had a serous one in 2007 which resulted from lack of clonazepan the left me speechless. Finally I was so out of it I had to be hoapitalized by my family (I alsoI was recovering from a romantic entanglement with a girl, in Jan. that year-she left me in bitterness. ccont. above)

Hi, 951! Got your very kind message. But really I'm starting to recover and I think I can return to work in a day or so. I know you and all my other friends are with me, and I'm grateful for that! take care, charles

I'm OK, friend, but I have a bad reaction to a relaxant for my back and legs, nothing serious, just a tummy ache; but it is bad enough to keep me from doing too much on the computer today. Would you do me a favor? Could you send me again what you want in the stories you've requested? I can't find the original. Armada sent me SO many messages about different things that I can't find the originals. I'd like to get started on them once I feel up to it. Thanks!

You know, I'm pretty much fine now, and I've returned to work not only here but a deviantart and a little at Shoujo. . . . About your stories: don't worry, I haven't forgotten them. As you can imagine I'm behind in work 4 or 5 months, and I have a lot to catch up on. BUT I will get to your stories as early as I can so you won't have so extraordinary a wait, eh? I'm looking forward to writing them. Your very kind asking sfter my health and well being, and please know I'm AWAYS grateful! Best wishes, your friend, charles

Hey, 951! Things aren't going too bad for me now. I've started work again on some of my projects here, and I will start work on your stories; however, I'm not gonna have access to the internet starting Tuesday night for about a week cause of extensive work on my house. I'll be staying at a motel. You know all my health problems, and I couldn't do much work on anything, tiredness being one of the side effects. But , while I still have the rash and the clot, I'm not so tired, so I can work here more, though I'm still well behind. Anyway, thanks for asking about my health. I'll try and write you once more before I go. See ya!

I just want to say I am sorry one more time and that I feel so bad, I'm making myself sick, don't feel sorry for me though and I still want to do something for you. and I'm really leaving for a while. wish I could tell charles how bad I feel too but he doesn't want to hear from me right now.

and I just want you to know because of all the trouble I caused, I am leaving for a while.

edit, never mind this.

oh, fandoms I'd also want to give as an option are Pokemon and DC Comics.

(Cont. below). SO sorry my message is so long. I just feel you need or have the right to know everything that's going on. As far as Armada's pushiness is concerned, I haven't heard much from him. He said he'll "not bother me," after I told her I was at Presbyterian Hospital for almost three days. (By the way, they let me go outside and smoke my beloved Camels; when the doctor saw the pack in my pocked he laughed, and whe my physician saw me smoking, all dressed in blue, he said I was very impressive. BTW, smoking is unrelated to the blood clot. It was caused by walking with a very bad back and legs; I put most of the pressure on my right leg while I was walking with difficulty, hence the blood clot. . . . Whenever you wanna shoot the breez, let me know! Best wishes always!