Eren had known all along that Levi was going to be angry with him for what he had tried to do, he'd known when he had made the decision to do it, but all the same he couldn't really stop himself. He just had that mentality where he wanted to save everyone, even though rationally and realistically he knew that wasn't even possible.
This was a war and soldiers were going to die.
But Eren refused to just stand by and not at least try to help them, maybe he wouldn't be able to succeed but at least he'd know that he had tried. So that was wht he did and it directly lead to him facing off with his very irate captain, Eren gazing at the man whose expression was always so hard to read and trying to figure out just what was going through that mind of his. Granted he didn't have to wait long to find out since Levi started to lecture him and at the same time remind him of the orders that he had blatantly obeyed.
"Yea I know what you told me and I would have done it if someone didn't need help," Eren protested before shaking his head at the lack of training in this environment. "Only way to learn is to try," he pointed out before looking down at his hand and flinching, not because of the wound really, that'd be gone soon enough, but because the transformation had failed. "I thought it was the easiest way to get teh job done...I thought wrong," he conceded, knowing that Levi was pissed.
And worst of all knowing that he had a legitimate reason to be.
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