Girl confessing she's still spanked at home [Looking for Spanker] [Discord]

[BlackGloves]

Hello.

I'm looking for something different.
I want a series of roleplays all based around my character confessing she's still gets spanked. I would be a young girl confessing to different people that she still gets spanked at home by her mother, and depending on who she's telling this to, they would have different reactions.
My main kink is humiliation, being embarrassed, and I think it would be very embarrassing to confess I'm still spanked at home. Each roleplay would have someone different receiving these news, portrayed as my character's little secret, and people would have a different reaction each time, like laughing, surprise, disbelief, or even cringe at me.
Some people my character could confess this to would be her best friend, a classmate she's starting to hang with, her therapist during a psychology session, and more. I'm specially interested in the therapist, it would be unique.

I don't think much actual spanking will be involved, as it will be just my girl confessing this to someone, not actually being spanked in front of them. The roleplay would be about us having a conversation after telling you my secret of still being spanked. I would tell you all the details about the spankings I get, while you focus on detailing your emotions, your face expressions, your inner thoughts, and give me back comments or questions to keep the conversation going.

I would also like to give it some Junji Ito vibes by making the girl specially mysterious and weird like she's actually a little mentally out there. She tells people the entire story about how she's still spanked at home with details and all, but never asks anyone to actually spank her. No one knows her age as it's somehow not in any record book. She yaps a lot about being spanked by her mom, but no one has ever seen her accompanied by her mother nor anyone else coming out from her home. She tells her "secret" to very different people just so they couldn't cross their stories and try to match them to know if she's lying.
At this point it's a mystery if she's telling the truth or just making up stuff. Either way, real or not, why would she do this? Why would she ever confess this? It's not clear. Maybe she gets secretly horny by producing these awkward moments, but she will never admit it.

Examples:

The therapist
My therapy with you has been great for a good long year, but deep inside, I've always thought you were super attractive, a mature professional looking woman. I've been thinking for weeks if I should tell you my secret. Would it be appropriate? Maybe this IS something I should work on, but I also know that I wouldn't be telling you this seeking help, but to see your reaction. I don't want your help, I just want to feel so deeply embarrassed telling you that I'm still spanked by my mom and all the details about it. One day I try to be brave enough when I arrive to your office. We sit for what you thought was going to be yet another session, but you're soon proven wrong. You try to stay professional while I tell you the entire story, but you can't avoid feeling awkward and at times lost of words.

My classmate
We've been hanging together for like two months already, developing a nice relationship at school. We also live close, so we have the same trip back home, which we use to chat. You think I'm cool and friendly, so you like our time together, but it's not like we are the deepest of friends. After all, we only met a few months ago, we can be friends but we haven't build up THAT connection yet. You don't know, but you're yet another one of my victims, another person that will hear my little secret. I could just go on with our friendship and never tell you anything, or I could potentially ruin it for the sake of an embarrassing awkward moment that would secretly make me so wet. One day at school I look uneasy during all the classes, and when we are walking back to our homes together, I take the opportunity that we are alone to tell you that I'm still spanked at home. You look at me with disbelief, and cringe further and further as the story goes on. I got you to cringe at me just like I wanted, but I also lost a friend, as you think of me as a weirdo for telling you this. You still hear me all the way home and keep the conversation going, but you will make sure to never hang together again.

I'm taafi on Discord

[Gus1996]

would your RP eventually go in this direction ?

https://www.fictionpress.com/s/33563...-and-Mr-Graham

"Mr. Graham, do you remember you used to give me spankings?"
He looked up over his newspaper at the eleven-year-old girl in front of him.
"Well, I had to do what I had to do back then, hadn't I?", he replied. "You were quite a handful."
"I know", she said, looking at her hands, causing her blond hair to fall forwards and cover her eyes.

...

He looked at the child in front of him. She was clearly embarrassed, but why? And why did she bring up something that had happened years ago?

...

How could she tell him? She was trying to bring the subject up in different ways... but how could Grace tell Mr. Graham what she wished for? How could she tell him that one of
the things she had missed about him was having someone there to put the boundaries? Someone who really told her off sometimes? Someone who... well, yes. Someone who
gave her a spanking every now and then.

or would it really only be focused on the emotional side of things ?

[BlackGloves]

Originally Posted by Gus1996

would your RP eventually go in this direction ?

https://www.fictionpress.com/s/33563...-and-Mr-Graham



or would it really only be focused on the emotional side of things ?

The conversation could be similar to what you quoted from that RP, but I'm not looking for my RP to end in an actual spanking. My character wants to tell you her secret about how she's still spanked at home, not to ask for a spanking by you.

[BlackGloves]

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[Gus1996]

so ... something more along the lines of what is described in those 2 AI generated audio files ?

https://spankingart.org/wiki/Accountant_(creator)

A girl asks her interviewer what they want to hear.

A spanker muses about what part of a spanking is best.

I'm currently a bit too busy for such detailed writings, but I'll have a full 4 week long holidays in November/December where I'm 95% sure I'll be staying at home ... so we could do it at that time (if you still haven't found someone else by then) ... or, since you said it'd be on Discord, as opposed to here, we could always start it, and I'll reply whenever I have enough time (and a fresh enough head) to do it (since my work leaves me completely exhausted and English is not my 1st language, sometimes thinking get's hard), that being said, don't expect immediate replies from me at the moment ... while they could happen (especially on weekends) I could also ghost out on you for a full month before replying, so please be aware of that.

discord id : gustantoide1996