Poll: How old were you when you came to peace with your spanking fetish?

[Letstalkpirate]

I don't know about you guys, but when I was a kid-preteen, I was an emotional mess because of it. I thought there was something physically wrong with me. But after I found out that theres more people like me, I felt so much better. I guess I was about 13-14 when I completely accepted it.

[Lakot]

I tried to deny it myself. i acticvley tried to stop thinking about it my sophmore year of highschool. Once I hot college I decided "$##^$#& IT!! It's here, so i'm going to write stroies about it!" I joined ASA, then here and the rest is history.

[ria of the woodlands]

Well for me, I guess I always liked it and I knew about, I accepted the whole thing when I was about 11 years old.

[TimmyTheWiz]

As a little kid, I always felt a little strange about it, but when I was about 12 1/2, I got unsupervised access to the internet. Took me all of 2 days to begin lurking at alt.sex.spanking. Got pretty easy to accept at that point

[Mushy]

I was 18 when I could finally admit it more openly...though when I was 15-16, I was constantly online looking it up. XD And 16 is when I finally got a boyfriend that, in private, I could convince to spank me. Unfortunately, it didn't help that he felt there was something wrong with me, only making me feel more alienated by my own desires. ;-;

I guess at 18, I just sort of accepted it. Thanks to Queer as Folk and the internet, I realized I'm just an awesome person no matter what I'm into. That was my "coming out" time for just about everything.

[Lakot]

The strange thing with me is that this in no way ties in with sex at all. I'm 99% percent sure I don't have a sex drive. It was a little confusing for me at first. Hell, its still confuses me now.

[Mates]

That reminds me one joke i heard while ago:

Parents enter their 13-year old son room and they see, that he is wearing leather suit and giving himself hard whipping. They're staring at it for a while and they quietly leave room. Father than tell to mother: "Err...umm...i think spanking won't be enough."


I hope it's understandable translate.

[somebody]

When i was 6 or 7 years old I had spanked one of the neighbors kids for something he did at my house. I don't know what it was or why he let me spank him but I liked doing it and have been hooked ever since.

[mushishi]

I first wanted to start by teasing Mushy about being awesome, but decided against it.
She got her boyfriend to spank her at 16. Thats something ! (maybe the awesomness shinning through)
I on the other hand voted "Still haven't accepted it.." Lame huh ?
When I was young, 8-12 I searched for spanking scenes in books. I was imagining to be on the recieving end then. That never troubled me, and since I still feel a little naughty now and then, it would be great to have someone spank me when I need it. No problems here.
In highschool I became more interested in giving spankings , but I had troubles accepting this, so I totally missed out on spanking highschool girls.
I'm still a bit worried, even though I already had a spanking partner and she enjoyed the experience very much, I'm just not comfortable with giving pain and enjoying it, especially when I feel that I want to make her wriggle more or cry.
Maybe if someone finally gave me a spanking, I would understand this more.

[Macha]

*scratches head* I dunnow, I never really had to accept this thingy or not. I had other things to accept, haha. Erotic spanking doesn't seem much of an issue I think. ^^;