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**ellipsis39** · December 29th, 2008, 04:04 PM

When I was about seven I played "house" or "family" a lot with my three cousins, a boy and two girls. There were always a lot of spankings involved. My boy cousin, who was oldest, mostly made the rules and did most of the spanking! I think I realized even then that I liked having him spank me (he was two years older) more than I did giving spankings to my younger girl cousins. I had a playful spanking relationship with that same boy cousin that continued into our early teen years, so by that time I definitely knew inwardly that I was submissive, even though I could not have put a name to it then.

I have been asked "how far" my play spankings went in childhood: They began traditionally, over the knees on jeans or shorts, but as time passed they progressed to pants down, on the bare bottom. There were lots of spanks but not hard ones. My cousins had a playhouse which was our "family house," where most of our play took place. I know I was totally thrilled the first time my boy cousin took down my shorts (elastic waistbands, you know, come down easily) and spanked me bare. He didn't spank hard for fear his sisters would tell on him, but I would NEVER have told on him!

He frequently spanked me on my birthdays as we were growing up, the last time when I was fifteen. But that's another story entirely.

**roddy** · December 29th, 2008, 05:34 PM

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Originally Posted by ellipsis39

When I was about seven I played "house" or "family" with my three cousins, a boy and two girls. There were always a lot of spankings involved. I think I realized then that I liked getting spanked by my boy cousin (who was two years older) more than I did giving them to my younger girl cousins. I had a playful spanking relationship with that same cousin that lasted into our early teen years and by that time I definitely knew for sure that I was submissive, although I could not have put a name to it then.

Might one ask how far these "lots of spankings" went?

**naughty_boi** · December 29th, 2008, 06:07 PM

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Originally Posted by Mates

I think I was interested in spanking since I remember. Every time if there was some spanking scene in book or TV I got this strange thrilling feeling. I didn't seen it as something strange, but I also never spoke about it with someone.

Lately, but still pretty early, when I was about 12 I tried to enter word "spanking" (in my language) to internet browser (good old altavista.com

). I got really shocked with things I founded and I remember I was really confused back then. It is fortune that I found some forum about spanking where were some people nearly as young as me, so i knew I'm not alone. Thanks to that I didn't have some "oh-my-god-I-am-ugly-sexuall-deviant" stage. I knew, although I'm minority, that minority isn't so minor at all

Mates has almost exactly my story

I remember watching a Nick News television show that was about school paddlings and getting so embarassed when my mom walked in on me watching it. I felt like I was watching something I wasn't supposed to because I liked it so much! And I was glued to cartoons like Tom and Jerry where one might just happen to be spanked at some point during it. I also remember playing Truth or Dare with some friends when I was maybe 11 or 12 and they dared me to do something silly but gave me a choice that each friend would spank me instead of doing the dare. I really wanted to take the spanking, but I couldn't let them know that I liked it, so I did the dare instead. (Regret! LOL)

That was my childhood until I was 12, when I entered "spanking" into altavista.com and came up with Jimka's Archive for M/m spanking stories, and I was hooked. I must have read almost everything on there. And I remember the relief that I wasn't the only one with a spanking thing, especially when I would go to personal websites that were free and would say something that was like "I remember being into spanking when I was a teenager, so if you're a teen reading this website, just don't let me know you're a teen."

It's just grown and matured since then with the help of the internet and some very close real life friends.

Eintyp · December 31st, 2008, 01:02 AM

Ive never actually experienced any spanking from my parents etc., but the cocnept did crop up now and then in old cartoons and stories, and well, its anotehr case of "interested since cerca forever". And, yes, then came the internet, pretty late even (I was around 16)... I remember my thoughts were "Wow, does she really let herself be spanke? *turnon*". Heh.

bigman · January 1st, 2009, 08:19 PM

i've always, and i mean ALWAYS, found spanking in stories and such arousing of sorts.
didn't really strike me just how much i'm into it tho, until i had a gf who loved to get her bottom reddened a couple years back

signs104 · January 3rd, 2009, 04:31 AM

A long time ago around puberty. I found the concept of spanking a girl (who of course was willing and enjoyed it) during a relationship cute and sexy.

SpankableBoy · January 4th, 2009, 07:56 AM

Have it say it was from my first girlfriend. She had a think for being 'in charge' like that.

**Aprion** · January 4th, 2009, 08:47 AM

The earliest I can remember was when I was like 5 or 6 years old. I was watching a Tom & Jerry cartoon. Tom got stuck in a window. And then Jerry proceeded to whack his butt with a piece of wood. Watching that gave me a tingling sensation in my chest and stomach. Sort of a combination of anxiety and expectation. Ever since that day, spanking facinated me. Ofcourse at the time I had no idea what it all ment.

I did not give it any more serious thought, untill I hit puberty and that kinky little spark became a merrily blazing fire. Thats when I started to explore the depths of this interrest. And I learned a great deal about myself because of it.

It did get me in a bit of trouble to though. Specifically in school. Were I would draw all sorts of kinky art during lunchbreaks. Teachers didnt really apreciate it. I've always been very open about it though. I even walked around with a sketchbook with a self drawn bondage picture on the cover and the text: dont like it? dont look! just to see if I could get a rise out of people.

I would also draw while on the train ( not easy but hey

) its funny because you notice people are looking at your work, but as soon as you look in their direction they quickly look the other way. I always enjoy that. But im getting off topic... sorry bout that. I'm usually the silent type, but once I start talking I tend to ramble a bit ^_^()

**DutsoMan** · January 9th, 2009, 03:28 PM

I saw some real pics in a hentai quiz game on NG, 3 years or so back and realized I was turned on.

**yarlson** · January 9th, 2009, 07:31 PM

When I was about 7 or 8 I had a teenage girl babysit me. I don't think she ever spanked me but she threatened it a lot (I was a rambunctuous kid). I remember I resisted my fetish at first but eventually grew to like it. Around about the same time I read Kipling's "The Elephant's Child" and got my urge for role reversals, But the two urges were seperate at first. What spanked kid hasn't wished he could spank the spanker ?