(pfft, cute new pic XD)
Haruka closes her eyes, her breath catching a little when the hair dryer was turned, but was quickly relived as Vance was that it was so quiet... he was expecting an awful loud rumble, not the light hum. She smiles a little, the warmth felt nice against her face.
She didn't know how it was so quiet, her big brother must have some kinda knowhow on things worked to be able to fix the dryer.
Haruka was too young to understand the truths behind her daddy's actions, she still saw it as part of just how things were, that her daddy was jus really strict; rationalized by her mommy as daddy just wanting to help them be the best that they could be... It wasn't that she feared the same from her big brother, it was more she accepted that it was how things worked. She certainly didn't enjoy being punished, but she had been raised to accept and more importantly to her expect it, that something was wrong with out it, that... it meant she wasn't worth correcting. Indeed words that couldn't be taken back or forgotten, or ,with how young she was, properly understood.
Haruka nods meekly, to her the answer meant something different than Vance had probably meant it too. She misunderstood it was 'I'll deal with you later.' She tries to keep up her brave face, not wanting to bother her big brother again. "um okay big brother"
Ugh, she hated how bad she felt, and her big brother was too busy right now to help her become a good girl again. She'd been raised to feel awful when she felt guilty, to get her to own up to anything she did wrong, so daddy could discipline her. And now left with no way to resolve her father's Kafka trap, she was just stuck in it. She was resilient like her mommy though, and forced herself to hide her discomfort. She swallows and hops down "Um, I'm gonna um get ready for um, bed big brother." After his response, she goes to her bag and changes from her sundress to her pastel pink nightie. It was a little easier as her hair was dry and she wasn't quite as stiff after the walk to the store and back. She then takes her stuffie, and quietly crawls under the covers and closes her eyes. "um I know it's a little early, but um I'm kinda sleepy um good night." She felt even if it was only a sort nap or sleeping through the night would help her feel a little better, not that she liked naps at all... but she felt kinda tired.
(Not sure how in the evening it is, if it's before supper she jus naps, if it's after she sleeps. Also if you want, I can rp while she's sleeping if you want, maybe give Vance a little more insight into his little sister's head XD )
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