The man I call Father - Loki/Jade

[KingCrowley]

"You NEVER loved her!" Jim yelled. He wanted to see if this pointy eared bastard actually had some emotions, he was sick of seeing him act like a robot all the time. Apparently he'd said the right/wrong thing as the next thing he knew, he was socked to the jaw. Jim and Spock went at it, fighting like two male lions, but of course Spock's strength was unmatched and he soon had Jim pinned down on the console panel, by the neck.

At that moment, Ambassador Sarek and ...and an unknown man walked onto the bridge. Sarek's eyes widened seeing his own son fighting and he immediately tried to gather his adult son's attention. "Spock!" he barked, his order made clear he wanted the Vulcan to stop what he was doing.

Jim coughed and spluttered as he was released and breathed deep. Once he gathered breath, Jim sat up, looking over to the Vulcan he'd not seen before. Ah...he must be Spock's father. "Go crawl to Daddy." he hissed at Spock, of course not knowing who the other man stood beside Sarek was.

Sarek turned to the man, known as George Kirk and then he gestured to Jim, "You desired to know who James Kirk was, this is him."

Jim frowned, coughing again, "Who're you?"

[LadyLoki]

Spock heard that comment and he saw red. There was nothing besides anger and hurt in his thoughts, right as he was about to crush the irritating human's windpipe. He felt such sick pleasure in it, and he was ready to kill this cadet before he heard a voice ring through the haze of rage he felt. Spock looked around, seeing his father before letting Jim go. "I-I..." He got control of himself before stiffening at Jim's words. Spock backhanded Jim one final time before stalking out of the room to calm himself down. He would hurt someone if he was not careful.

George raised a brow seeing his son fighting, and sighed softly. "This isn't quite how I wanted you to find out Jim...but I'm your father..." He said gently, waiting on his son for a reaction from the young man.

[KingCrowley]

Sarek gave his son a look and his eyes widened again when Spock backhanded the human. He shot a stern look to Jim before stalking off to speak with his precious son. It was not Vulcan to do so....but Sarek had missed his son, and desired to be closer to him. "Spock, will you speak with me?" he asked, tone gentle and eyes soft. "I have missed you so very much my child...."

Jim yelled as he was back handed and gripped his face. He muttered a string of curses as the Vulcan stalked off. The young man then looked to George Kirk as he said he was his Father. "Are you now? How nice for you." he said, rolling his eyes and heading for the Captain's chair. "In case you don't know, asshole, my Dad died after I was born, okay?" he hissed. The man couldn't be his Father, and besides, if he was...he would have hoped for more of an emotional longing from the other man...but he seemed so nonchalant. "Do you even have authorization to be aboard?"

[LadyLoki]

Spock was too upset and angry to take in his father's look, heading out of the room to force calm back into his mind. "What is there to say Father? He is an imbecile! A human with no worth and no skills to speak of! How DARE he say such things!" Spock snarled, to angry for pleasantries such as love at the moment. "I wish to kill him! I would have done so!"

George sighed, before shaking his head and standing in front of Jim with his arms by his sides. "Jim, I never died. I was stranded...on a planet with no technology for me to contact Star Fleet. I was rescued only a week ago, and I demanded they bring me to see you." He said softly, taking in how much the baby he'd left behind had grown up into a young man. "We can do a DNA test if you like...I'll prove it to you." George said, eyes filled with longing for what could have been.

[KingCrowley]

Sarek approached his son, no fear about him even though Spock's words would frighten anyone else. "Spock, you must calm yourself, find the serenity that is logic. Think child, had you killed Jim Kirk, you would have been arrested, taken to prison away from the life you knew." he explained and moved to stand in front of him. "The cadet's words were indeed hurtful, but only if you allow them to hurt you, Spock." he hid the emotional hurt he felt behind those words and focused on his son. "I loved your mother, her death was a tragedy. I have two options Spock, to push everyone away and isolate myself....or seek the one I hold most dear to my heart, and put aside my own feelings for thought of my wonderful son."

Jim scoffed, thinking this was all some cruel, sick joke. "Did that pointy eared bastard put you up to this? My. Dad. Died." he said slowly and clearly. Though the bit about a DNA test caused him to pause for a moment before saying. "Bones."

"Yes Jim?" The Doctor asked.

"Run a DNA scan on myself and ...this man." Jim said to him, watching as Bones took out a tri-corder and scanned both of them. His eyes widened and he looked to Jim, showing him the result.

"Jim, this man is your Father."

All thought and speech left Jim, he felt numb, he felt like he was going to be sick. "No...he DIED!" He yelled after a moment, taking a step back. "My Father, G-George Kirk....he died!"

[LadyLoki]

Spock was not in the mood to be lectured, and he really wanted to be left alone. "Damn my logic!" He said, eyes darkening. "He insulted me, and he insulted my mother!" Spock growled, rage rising once again inside him. "Jail perhaps is worth it, to see that...filth...dead on the floor." He muttered before looking away from his father. "I am not you!" Spock raged, whirling on his father. "Or have you forgotten? I am half human Father! A half-bood." He hissed, stomping off down the hall in a temper once again.

George sighed, before looking to Jim when they were proclaimed to be related to one another. "Jim, I need you to take a deep breath and calm down." He said gently, holding his hands up reassuringly. "I already told you the story...I didn't die Jim. I'm right here in front of you."

[KingCrowley]

Sarek had not seen his child so conflicted and it was an upsetting display for him to see. He stayed silent while Spock ranted and raved before his expression turned stormy (as Spock would remember as a child) and he marched after his son, grabbing him by the shoulder to halt him. Once he had him there, he delivered five sharp smacks to his bottom, his Vulcan strength still leaving a lasting impression on Spock's tender bottom. "Now listen to me, Spock." he ordered, whirling him around to face him. "You do not ever say such things again, and you certainly do not use such a tone with your Father." he added and narrowed his eyes. "This behavior is disappointing."

Jim paused a moment before then sitting down in the Captain's chair, not even looking at the man. "Alright." he answered, accepting the circumstances. "Doctor McCoy, ensure there's a shuttle available to take...Mr. Kirk promptly back to Earth please." he said, still not looking at the man who was his Father.

Bones paused, looking from one to the other, there was such an uncanny resemblance. "There's a shuttle down in bay 3." he confirmed.

Jim nodded. "Mr. Kirk feel free to leave as soon as you want to. We have effective shuttles able to take you to your destination." the young man still did not look at him.

[LadyLoki]

Spock needed to get his anger off his chest, and the only person that could possibly survive his wrath was his father. He ignored Sarek's expression in favor of storming off in a temper, before crying out when he was spanked five times. Spock held his father's gaze in shock, unsure what to say. Hearing that the behavior was disappointing broke the young Vulcan's sealed away heart, and Spock lowered his eyes in despair. "I apologize Sir. I will meditate to calm myself." He said, teeth gritted as he pushed past his father to go to his quarters. Spock wanted to meditate, and then have a drink...not in that order.

George shook his head, ignoring Bones and offering the doctor a look to show he knew what he was doing. "Can you look at me Jim?" He asked gently, wanting his son to stop hurting inside. "I want to get to know you, the son I've been missing for such a long time." George said softly, sitting down across from Jim.

[KingCrowley]

Before Spock could go any further, Sarek grabbed his upper arm and looked into his emotional eyes. "Spock, listen to me." he said firmly. "We must speak of what you have done, such an act of violence can not go unpunished. You recall I punished you for fighting with your school peers once I had explained to you the serenity of logic?" he asked, knowing it would take his son back to child hood.

Jim looked at Bones, not looking at his Dad when he was asked to. "Good for you, now are you done? Just leave as soon as possible." he said, getting up from the chair and leaving the bridge.

Bones eyed Jim's Father a moment before then pursuing his friend. "Jim, your Dad just wants to create a bond with you...can't you give him a chance?"

"He doesn't care about me Bones. He never held me, he never got the chance when I was born. And he didn't have any desire to even hug me when he saw me for the first time. He doesn't care, and I don't want to get involved with him only to be let down and hurt."

"...well, maybe he was frightened of rejection from you...." Bones answered, looking sympathetic.

"No Bones,..." Jim paused, tears filling his eyes. "...He just....couldn't care less. I dreamed of meeting my Dad all my life...to be held by him....I always pictured how our first meet would be....he acted like I was some...limb he could just cut off. He doesn't even like me....I doubt he loves me...." he felt tears slide down his face at that and he sighed. "Have him gone as soon as possible."

[LadyLoki]

Spock paused once again when his arm was grabbed by his father, wanting to be left alone for the moment. "I do not want to be punished! I do not deserve to be punished for teaching that foul being a lesson." He snapped, before yanking away from his father. "He deserved it for those words! And I am too old to be punished like a child." Spock growled, storming off down the hall way. "Logic has failed me time and time again Father...what use have I for logic?" He asked, crossing his arms.

George sighed softly, following after his son and his friend. He overheard the conversation between Jim and Bones, pausing for a moment. George walked up behind, pulling Jim into his arms and hugging his son close for the first time in twenty years. "You can try and push me away, but Jim I am your father and I love you."