Hi! I'm sure there are a lot of reasons people visit a website like this, but I'm just at a point in my life where I need to be able to talk about what it means to me, and I'm looking for other people who understand at least a little bit.
The reason I've been coming back here for years is to see that look of extreme humiliation on someone else's face that I went through when I was a child with my parents. I don't like watching actual like humans pretending to be in pain or humiliated, drawings convey the real emotions so much more vividly.
When I was a child I was regularly punished with humiliation, and especially incidents that involved nudity really got burned into my brain. I had an unwanted sexual response, and that got burned into my brain too.
I'm always here to find something that looks like what I went through, a helpless (teenager usually), being humiliated by an angry parent that just doesn't care about their feelings at all: their pain, their humiliation, their need for privacy, their boundaries, how much they can "take".
Honestly, I don't even understand why it feels better to do that. It just does. I'm married now, and have been for a long time, and my husband spanks me as a punishment. It started just as a way to practice humiliating myself, and then it turned out to be something that actually worked for me to help me learn new things and feel emotions and express them.
I want to talk openly about it with others who understand, if you can talk about what humiliation means to you and why it feels good. I created a separate email account so I can talk about it anonymously:
[email protected]
I'm an open book so whatever you want to talk about, I just want to talk. Thanks
Talking about humiliation
